Your just somebody who i used to know.......

Your just somebody who i used to know....

your just somebody, but your not me and I'm not you.
i never thought this is where my life would be, or how unexpected things would get.

i have never thought that another year would go by and I'm right back where i started

i try to tell myself that this time ill  be stronger and i wont have as many bad days as i will good. that the good days out weigh the bad.

i guess when we our little we think we will be married by 22 and kids at 25 and that that's old... yet i feel like this is where and when my life is starting.

i feel safe on my own, i know i will be stronger, i know i will be happy, i know the people in my life will always be in my life.

i still want that moment where you just know its all going to be OK, you see that person your eyes lock and its done....... finished. you just know and you both fight to keep that feeling... that feeling of knowing whatever comes your way you will stand together. i want my somebody not just somebody that i used to know. i want to know when we are together the world is ours

i want that kiss in the rain like breakfast at Tiffany's, and yet i don't want the rain.. i want that moment in time where you realize how stupid you've been and how much fighting you've done just too be OK and then you realize that the person who you've pushed away is worth everything and more.

we are taught to find happiness in someone else and i want to believe that with everything in me, but maybe that stupid saying about loving yourself before someone else can love you is true....

I'm glad you are somebody who i used to know and for that thank you.... but i will not let you take away my dreams and hopes of finding my somebody

love letter

this is my apology

i am sorry for all the wrongs i have done

i am sorry for the lessons i didn't learn

i am sorry for the lies Ive told

i am sorry for the pain Ive caused

i may never have the words to express how sorry i am, how wrong i may have been...

but i hope you listen and can see two wrongs don't make a right

i am sorry for doubting

i am sorry for believing

i am sorry for loving

i am sorry for not listening

i am sorry i gave up

i am sorry for thinking i could leave you out of the loop

i am sorry i put myself second

i am sorry i gave up my girls night

i am sorry i fell in to the pattern

i am sorry i went 0 to 60

i am sorry we can never be what we were

i hope one day you can forgive me and you can see how good we were, that at the end of the day we were best friends, i am sorry i freaked out.

you were my rock, think and thin you were there. i understand why you did it and am so sorry you had to deal with me on a slippery slope. it wasn't fair to ask you to be there when you had so many doubts.

thank you for being there, i wish i could put into words how much you being there meant and means to me, i hope one day you find someone who can be there like you were for me. i am truly blessed to have shared so much with you. you were the best thing to ever happen to me and i will always love you.

you are the most amazing person. i am so sorry i didn't give you full disclosure and that i let fear get in my way.... you deserve amazing, you deserve 100%

i hope you find it

i hope maybe one day we can be friends

know you will always be in my heart and that you gave me my wings